I try to be as authentic as I can be. I feel like now days people feel like it’s hard to be themselves and it’s not. I am not innocent and I try not to fake as if I’m the happiest person on earth. I always have an up and down mood, especially if things go wrong. One min I can be happy the next I can be irritable. I am a working human being like everyone else.
Now days a lot of people in our world paint a picture of someone they are not. Instead of just being who they naturally are. Like I am not really a social person behind close doors. I will sit in my room with the door shut all day and just think. Why am I like that? I have no idea that just always been me. Don’t get me wrong I am a very cool down to earth woman, but most of my days I enjoy sticking to myself and not being bothered.
I am not mean to people or just plain out spiteful, I just enjoy peace and quiet. I like to be able to think and meditate without being disturbed. I have always been a person that have a wandering mind, like far as future plans or goals, or thinking about what I really want in life. I continuously think about growth and who do I still want around me in my daily lifestyle. I will definitely not call myself weird but I can truly admit that I am different.
Different is ok. Different can get you far what people fail to realize. So, no matter who you are, what race you are, it’s okay to love what you love, like what you like, enjoy everything about what you do, and you accept yourself flaws and all. Acceptance of yourself is important, getting it from others doesn’t matter. Because, people are going to always judge you or someone, we can’t live our lives based off others opinions.
I consider myself basic, because I like to stand out. I am plain, I don’t really like things other people like. I can’t force myself to be in a certain crowd that I don’t belong in. And whoever is reading this don’t have to neither!